Have you ever wish you could turn back the time

[Tazzymercs]

Hi people...It's been a long long long time since I last log in to this forum..Occasionally I've been incognito mode lol to see the recent exploits and degrees..And what happen to JM14..Haha.occassionaly guessing where have good massage places and all..

Once in a while I come back to see..Alot of the old sensual writers are missing like coffeecans bro, ilock bro just to name a few famous on the block..Old times like ol'coyote also missing lol miss their stories and esp ol'coyote massage exploits. anyway.. with the past memories., I couldn't help but to reminisce the old memorise and wish could we have chose a different path from the present and branch out to a better future?

Many issues arises fighting fire one at a time..Sometimes you just wish that..If only we could turn back the time..Would we have had made any differences? made the correct choices..If that crossroad had come back again and we chose a different path from this present..Would there be any difference?

And so, the alternate life story begins...

if only I could turn back time..
If only I had said what I still had
If only I could turn back time....

Given the current situation that I'm in right now, working in a small stressful M&E company, initially set up by my uncle and now being passed down onto me, with no resources, no capital and with a workforce of 1 other..With the current director(uncle) still helming the decision making position, I feel so choked.

My uncle set up the company with 20 over workforce, growing up to 100 at its peak. in the 90's, where money can be made with "creativity" and hardwork, now in this present, not so.

Workforce dwindled to 1 other, with my uncle throwing everything at me being the accounts, driver, site surveyor, site supervisor, purchaser , admin and occasionally site work coolie.

"this company is yours already, you must tahan, you must find money!" he said..It's always in his mouth. the truth is, he wants to retire, and throw the company to me to run but, he does not want to pump in the capital nor does he wants to let go. He is conflicted. with no resources and network, I basically start from scratch yet he continues to put the pressure on me for sales and income. I had no salary from him as he said , " as a businessman, you must face the crunch of no money if you have no sales or income. you must live on your reserves! don't expect me to keep on giving! I'm tired of this! you are useless!"

Why I did not call it quits and leave...Every argument I made with him, every time I contemplating about leaving. yet..I can't...I'm 40 plus this year, basically I graduate with a bachelor degree and straight away got into his company ..It has been like 10-13 years as of date. with no real physical experience.

I can't go into the banking line as that road was closed when I made the decision into joining my uncle company.
I can't go into facilities management line as the studies I had put in was of a different path.

Basically, I'm nothing. with no real management skills, no engineering skills, I'm trashed. ..

With pressure mounting with the recent events, too many things to say, too much in the heart, I crossed the road deep in thoughts when a cement truck came speeding by. With a loud continuing horn, I look up..Staring at the ever closing truck..Staring at the panicked driver face wide eye and his mouth opening and closing..My mind went blank..This is it...I guess...My mind was telling me to move..My body couldn't comprehend the data signal my mind was giving,.....The next moment , I felt free..I was flying......

TBC

[rainyboy]

like reading story book and its a good one

[Cruyff]

Good start bro, please continue ...

[oxeso]

Originally Posted by Tazzymercs

if only I could turn back time..
If only I had said what I still had
If only I could turn back time....

The next moment , I felt free..I was flying......

Guess u'll stay for the nite..

[brokenoy]

Originally Posted by Tazzymercs

Hi people...It's been a long long long time since I last log in to this forum..Occasionally I've been incognito mode lol to see the recent exploits and degrees..And what happen to JM14..Haha.occassionaly guessing where have good massage places and all..

Once in a while I come back to see..Alot of the old sensual writers are missing like coffeecans bro, ilock bro just to name a few famous on the block..Old times like ol'coyote also missing lol miss their stories and esp ol'coyote massage exploits. anyway.. with the past memories., I couldn't help but to reminisce the old memorise and wish could we have chose a different path from the present and branch out to a better future?

Many issues arises fighting fire one at a time..Sometimes you just wish that..If only we could turn back the time..Would we have had made any differences? made the correct choices..If that crossroad had come back again and we chose a different path from this present..Would there be any difference?

And so, the alternate life story begins...

if only I could turn back time..
If only I had said what I still had
If only I could turn back time....

Given the current situation that I'm in right now, working in a small stressful M&E company, initially set up by my uncle and now being passed down onto me, with no resources, no capital and with a workforce of 1 other..With the current director(uncle) still helming the decision making position, I feel so choked.

My uncle set up the company with 20 over workforce, growing up to 100 at its peak. in the 90's, where money can be made with "creativity" and hardwork, now in this present, not so.

Workforce dwindled to 1 other, with my uncle throwing everything at me being the accounts, driver, site surveyor, site supervisor, purchaser , admin and occasionally site work coolie.

"this company is yours already, you must tahan, you must find money!" he said..It's always in his mouth. the truth is, he wants to retire, and throw the company to me to run but, he does not want to pump in the capital nor does he wants to let go. He is conflicted. with no resources and network, I basically start from scratch yet he continues to put the pressure on me for sales and income. I had no salary from him as he said , " as a businessman, you must face the crunch of no money if you have no sales or income. you must live on your reserves! don't expect me to keep on giving! I'm tired of this! you are useless!"

Why I did not call it quits and leave...Every argument I made with him, every time I contemplating about leaving. yet..I can't...I'm 40 plus this year, basically I graduate with a bachelor degree and straight away got into his company ..It has been like 10-13 years as of date. with no real physical experience.

I can't go into the banking line as that road was closed when I made the decision into joining my uncle company.
I can't go into facilities management line as the studies I had put in was of a different path.

Basically, I'm nothing. with no real management skills, no engineering skills, I'm trashed. ..

With pressure mounting with the recent events, too many things to say, too much in the heart, I crossed the road deep in thoughts when a cement truck came speeding by. With a loud continuing horn, I look up..Staring at the ever closing truck..Staring at the panicked driver face wide eye and his mouth opening and closing..My mind went blank..This is it...I guess...My mind was telling me to move..My body couldn't comprehend the data signal my mind was giving,.....The next moment , I felt free..I was flying......

TBC

Hope you can continue bro off to a good start

[chenzong]

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