[dcfv]

i have to rant somewhere...

She wants to get an upperhand in mindfucking me? what does she want from a nerdy man much older than her?

My fault that I looked at her instagram -- at her photoshoot, and video showing her cleavage. I remember her petite breasts which i once held so often. she gets angry if i hold a pillow to sleep because she is there for me to cuddle (esp her breasts) which is pointless because we will start fucking the whole night.

Calls me and blames me for not being with her (so this absolves her from blame?) and that i have forgotten her, ..and I am not calling her., ..wtf?