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#1 couldn’t believe it herself. she sat away from Raj after he put his ace down to block #1's dare.

Me : ok I’m next…. I dare you (my lovely sweet fiancé) to fuck me here haha…....… (I started kissing her neck) ….my dear….. now you use your final dare……

she bit her lower lip, she had the worried face, then looked at #1. Raj was looking at her eagerly…….

#1 : aiya, want to dare just dare la. don’t need to act nice or paiseh.

#6 heard it and frowned, like she was being wronged… to think she even considered her feelings made her sick. I didn’t care, I was kissing her neck.

me : sorry ah, I cannot take it already, (I climbed on top of her and spread her legs, got between them and held my cock to aim) we start first… ( i jammed my cock into her slowly after sliding her thong aside, #1 and Raj looked DAMN PISSED!) ok ok I wait… hurry leh…

#6 lay down, with me penis inside her fully…. she looked at #1 and tossed her Ace at her : I dare you to f him.

then, she turned to look at me. she bit her lower lip, I went down and kissed her neck, then whispered to her “you sure you ok?”

#6 : why not?

me : watch raj fuck #1.. sure?

#6 : don’t know.. you better f me hard enough….

I got upright, spoke to #1, not wanting the night to go too far, : hey, no pressure, tonight is all about being crazy la, if you don’t want to F raj, then don’t force yourself to do.. nothing to prove here.

I started to ram my lovely and sweet fiancé missionary… she looked at me, but her eyes shifted to our left, she looked at Raj and #1…. Raj was making a move on #1, licking her neck. His briefs were already removed.. fuck, it was really just like that, that size. and his bush was so thick and disgusting. I thought #6 will be staring at his thing as well, but she didn’t. she was looking at #1! I avoided looking at her, kept my eyes on my fiancé…

#1 : fuck it… come.. let’s do it..

I took a condom from tossed it to Raj. Well, it was the least we could do. He wasn’t interested in it at all, just flipped it away…. He lifted her dress and penetrated her, stripping off his shirt as well.. #1 was screaming her lungs off, it was SO FAKE.. #6 and I almost laughed as we fucked….. we just locked lips, it was satisfying, so satisfying! #6 kept looking at me, I even had to remind her to check out the couple beside us…. I lifted and spread her legs wider, like a turkey, start to RAM HER REALLY HARD AND FAST! Raj noticed my change in pace, and that we were both looking at him and #1. He didn’t back down, started to go faster on #1 as well..

my dear lovely and sweet fiancé’s mouth was kept open, she kept looking at Raj, until their eyes met for a split second. Raj was mostly focused on #1, who kept on screaming his name, kept on marvelling about how he was her best, how good he was, how #6 was stupid to let him go….. I was about to cum when I realise I had no condoms on. I pulled out, still holding my cum in, let my ejaculation fade.

#6 lay, catching her breath, confused… looked at me, then raj… then back at me. I whispered to my fiancé, then walked over to Raj.

me : bro. wanna swap?

Raj gave me an annoyed look, then : no no… eh fuck off la eh …

he continued to fuck #1 who looked like she passed out. Her animated screams stopped for a while now… For a short moment, I pitied her, but it was hard to do anything. Instead, I locked lips with my fiancé for awhile, then lifted her up and carried her out, struggled a little with the door… I let her down once we were outside.

me : alamak, this is not our wedding night right? carry you though a door.. hehe

her : nooooo yucks! …. can you hold me, a bit dizzy.

me : you drank too much la, be careful. (we were not walking on land anymore)

We made our way to the upper deck without bumping into any of the crew. I brought her to the back end of the upper deck, checked no staff around… I hugged her from behind as we enjoyed the strong winds. It was cold…

her : did we go too far?

me : we did give her an out, she dared you to dare her in the end… she was the one who pulled Raj in……. don’t forget what she said to you…. and she almost took a video or photo of you! horrible right??

her : thanks for stopping her. goodness. I think she will just spread…

me : i’m your man, i’m here to protect you… you feel ok?

her : yup. why not…

me : like you still thinking what they are doing in there now?

her : hmmm. no leh. but i admit, just started to think after you bring it up.

me : haha. sorry my bad. no view though. so dark but the sky is beautiful! just like you!

her : i’m only normal la…

me : are you affected by Raj’s treatment of you…. wah lao.. that guy is an ass leh, why you let his irresponsible behaviour dictate how you feel about yourself..

her : i’m sorry….. you are right. I was just in denial… I really don’t know why, I really do hate him, but I keep feeling weak towards him… why?

me : i believe the correct word for this is “fan jian”? same too. the more we cannot get, the more we want? but at perhaps at the end of it, after we get what we want, do we still want? that sets the difference between fan jian and love?

her : definitely ‘fan jian’, nothing more.

me : there’s also personal fetish, lust all these. that’s what this trip is also for, you sure you ok so far? like did he hurt your feelings?

her : of course not. the only person who can hurt me is only you.

me : wah stressful leh, you know i make stupid mistakes de haha…

her : nooooo. you were able to control yourself with #1.

me : there was ZERO attraction in the first place!! it was not hard at all. and can you stop thinking #1 is more attractive than you…

her : i know she is. everywhere we go, she gets all the attraction.

me : but yet you are engaged, happily? I hope? how? my fiancé skills so far? when work review? how about now? (I turned her around and face me)

we both laughed happily, locked lips, but I didn’t dare proceed to fuck her on the deck. It was just too open, and perhaps dangerous.

her : you sure you ok with all these?

me : with?

her : the things I did just now…..

me : as long as you are honest with how you felt… even if you felt love for him, just say out. don’t worry, even if we break off your condo still yours leh. hahahahah

her : oeiiiii….. noooooo… please… i cannot imagine not being with you..

me : actually, talking about ‘fan jian’, I was fan jian too! I wasn’t sure about you back then, could have proposed in the past. took me so long to commit myself to you, like make gestures….. only when you stopped being sweet to me, actually a bit mean also, made me wanted you more. and after when we were ok, I still wanted even more!

she looked at me, she was crying.

me : eh… I’m just sharing my experience leh, why you cry sia… i know i’m pathetic la.. don’t need to pity me so much leh…. or you laughing so hard I can somehow assume you’d say yes to me back then if I proposed…

her : nooooooo! i’m ... these are … tears of joy la!!!!! I’m so glad to hear you say those……. same for me… when we broke up, and I couldn’t contact you anymore….. I really thought you’d come back, like we end up together…. me too. I always wished I was nicer to you, like you know.. me now? just being sweet, instead of holding back and being cautious…. bad advice from

me : let me guess, #4?

her : yes…! how you know? I told you before??

me : no. can guess, but come on la… look at them! how long they took to … ah nevermind, better not comment. we aren’t traditional either…. sorry, you were saying?

her : losing you was painful ok. I should have been sweeter to you right from the beginning, maybe it’d be easier for you to decide I was the one also…

me : haha yeah yeah. like you will you want to settle for a fat ass like me straight away also.. you’d probably still look around de la. it’s normal… we both had to walk that journey to arrive here… btw, does #1 know we are engaged?

her : of course not, I haven’t tell that group yet, only #4!

me : haha ! good move. She’d be even crazier…

her : will she blame us? or cry foul with Raj?

me : very hard for her to be credible… photos at #5’s wedding? our table all witnesses, they were dating. We were in the cabin when they… sorry ah.. have sex…

her : why you sorry???

me : still not nice for you to watch what..

her : hmmm.. maybe just now. but now, after our talk, i feel numb definitely…

We started moving back to our cabin/room, we were both damn cold as we weren’t wearing enough.

her : should we check on them?

me : haha, you go in, #1 will spin story that you want your turn with Raj…

her : you are right. heck care them. time for us to… hehe..

she pulled me in and shut the door, we shut the drapes for privacy, she sat and pulled me in. I kissed down to her nipples, then stopped and hugged her.

Me: can share what it was like? When he licked your boobs.

Her: hmmmmm…………….. weak? I really tried resisting at first, it’s not like his licking is so good either….

Me: actually I saw his method, I did some mental notes, haha. When we go home, let you AFI. I think it’s the way he goes slow, makes you anticipate, then go fast.

Her: just stick to your style ok, don’t become like him!

Me: oh.... ok. (I realise I’ve stopped forming my opinions on whether she meant what she says or had other intentions with Raj) I think weak is accurate. Don’t think you realise his fingers went in right

Her: he did???? nope really didn’t realise… Just froze…

Me: but you enjoyed?

Her: it felt different. Like so wrong.

Me: but so right?

Her: maybe.. it’s confusing. I should hate it! Actually I do hate being touched by him, but somehow, it also felt.... not nice but rather, I want?

Me : whoa

Her: huh what what?? Sorry!!! I’m such a mess!!! Sorry!! (she hugged me so tight)

Me: no! I’m marvelling at how honest and upfront you are with me now! I love it! (I kissed her, she still looked doubtful) I really love our relationship now. As Long as we both can be honest and open about everything..

Her : I think I understand. Pretending it doesn’t exist makes it worst? Eventually?

Me: yup, I think the worst is, you keep telling me no feelings, but one day, cannot take it, go find him behind my back…. and then start to have doubts over me or him…. you must keep faith in me also! That I’m in this together with you.

Her: yup. You are really…… different. Special! but no way will I ever choose him over you. he’s not nice to me at all….

me : huh, then what if he really changes, for you… and becomes nicer to you?

her : good thing you tied me down already.. hehe.

me : what….. i better sign my name into your condo. so you afraid to leave me haha… too expensive

her : of course I won’t leave you! not because of the money!

Me: I know i’m not the special Prince Charming you want la... but the fat stable boy who’d be behind you , on top of you, beside you and beneath you for the rest of your life.

her : you are my special prince… special fat prince hehe…

She locked lips with me immediately and wanted to fuck but I told her i needed to save my energy for the dives. Instead, I fingered her the way it makes her scream, just near the tip, pressing on the top of her vagina wall. Both of us just fell asleep as it was damn late already……

I did wonder to myself, I didn’t feel that jealous when I watched my fiancé suck someone’s cock right in front of me, or respond to him licking her nipples, or that fact that she responded to it… The photo which she deleted came back to my mind again. A picture of their hands, holding hands, obviously it’s them (by skin colour, don’t mean to be racist here). She had so much hopes to be with him, getting desperate to get married herself. The only thing I’m worried about now was, did she settle for me? was I like a no choice, bobian, no one else already…

on my part, finding someone who has her personality, financially stable (not that I need but dating single mothers/ divorced women, younger single ladies who wanted a better life) made me appreciate #6 even more…. not to mention her firm breasts and her still rather tight pussy…. and her open to trying positions…. and how easily horny she gets…… and when she’s sweet to me, she’s fucking sweet….

life felt good.

At breakfast, we were surprisingly the first of the guests despite us already being late. The crew was nice enough to wait for us to eat from the buffet line first. being the primary guest, I told them not to wait and just start before the other two get up. For some reason, #6 was confident enough to still be in the camisole, with just my jacket on. I went to talk to the ‘captain’ to discuss the possibility of skipping the last dive on Sunday and just head back, while my fiancé was taking food for the both of us… Raj was there already, and we all can guess, he was trying to make small talk to her…… She wasn’t sure I was looking perhaps, but made efforts to get away from him especially when he tried to touch her back. He saw me looking at them and pretended to move away, sat on his own. I joined my fiancé at the other end of the table.

me : why don’t sit together?

her : no. don’t want. he’s an ass…… tell you later.

#1 finally appeared. none of us talked. she was busy talking to one of the crew after breakfast as well, didn’t look like she was flirting either. Neither of them joined for the first dive, obviously Raj wasn’t going to do anything. My fiancé and I had fun, it was like our honeymoon, even though I’m so bad at diving, it was sweet together..

While resting, she told me what happened with Raj. He was trying to sweet talk her, telling her he missed her… even reminder her that I was just using her… coming from him, it was funny. asked her to go look for him when she can.. During lunch, it was the same. Raj was drinking beer, he thought it’s free flow. As my fiancé went to take the food, I sat right beside him.

me : you ok bro? bored?

Raj : hey. ok la. enjoy the view and chill.

me : good good.

Raj : thought you going to dump #6?

me : haha. see how la. why leh?

Raj : nothing. just worried you get stuck bro.

me : nah. i don’t think she want long term with me..

raj : meaning?

me : think she still has feelings for someone else.. eh shhh.. she’s coming.

my fiancé, in her bright lime t-shirt came with our food, once again sat at the other end of the table. i moved to join her… I could tell she was holding herself back, trying not to look annoyed or show her anxiety to know what I was talking to Raj about.


We lowered our voices ———

me : i think he might tell you some rubbish later….

her : why?

me : to try and get close to you again lo.

her : no la. he has #1. why bother about me?

me : #1 doesn’t seem to be talking to him also…..

her : ahah. so he’s bored he come look for me.

me : i don’t mean that ok…

her : no… i know his pattern….

me : good la. you can test yourself again.. use this trip to flush him out of your system… let yourself get numb from his antics…

her : you better save me if lose ok.

me : lose what? your tightness down there? don’t worry la, his not big enough…

her : tsk. you ah……. i don’t think i’m that weak to let it go that far ok…….. but just look out for me can?

me : fatboy to the rescue. of course la. you are my future wife man! he’s drinking… later I excuse myself, you help him back to his room lo. oh yeah, one of the crew informed me that #1 asked for her own cabin, checked to confirm I said it’s ok. (The rooms were already paid for, RIP to my CC bills)

I cleared our plates and went to our cabin first, Raj was done, just sitting back relaxed, staring at #6 but pretending to enjoy the view.. I went out of sight, but still close enough to hear.

#6 : are you ok?

Raj : why?

#6 : drunk?

Raj : yeah a bit.

#6 : I help you clear…

Raj : thanks dear… (he stroked her back when she went beside him to help him collect the plate and can, she cringed a little and moved away, perhaps because I was watching)

#6 in her sweet voice : let me help you back to your cabin….

Raj : thanks darling…

She bent and put his arm over her body… as they walked down, his hand went down her body and cupped her butt. She moved his hand away but he didn’t care, his just kept doing it until she stopped trying to stop him… i followed a close distance away, only catching a glimpse of her helping him into the cabin followed by a quick shut of the door… I went close enough to hear their voice…


#6 : …. are drunk… stop

Raj : I miss you.

#6 : you have #1 .. your girl friend.

Raj : no I prefer you.

#6 : you chose her last night.

Raj : no. I fuck her so your boyfriend cannot . I know he wants la. he told me himself.

#6 : stop lying to me…

Raj : he just told me only. he dumping you after this trip… but good, we can be together again.

#6 : no. stop lying. mmmmmm….

Raj : you are the one who’s lying to yourself. you still love me and you know it….

I waited… those seconds felt like hours… I heard her moan, some bumping on the door…….. then suddenly….