Bro, count yourself lucky.
Both my wife and I have not hold hands not to mention sex for more than 3yrs. We have been sleeping seperately.
We do have daily oral sex though.. If 1 day she never Fuck me, then something is wrong. Whatever thing I do or say sure tio gan by her.
To outside, we are happily married with kids. But inside I am so lonely and super sad.
Last year, when Covid started, everyday kena fucked by her until I almost wanted to leave the house. If I have no kids, I will sure fuck her off!
Now I leanrned to ignore all her fucking and swuaning. Trying to take more course and make morw "friends" so that I cam find excuse to go out and "eat".
Especially if my course is in town. It is easy to book some ang pai ML ie. Xue Er.
Walking distance nia.
Hope you find ur happiness.